Catfish.

Was watching Catfish the TV show - the episode with Kya & Dani - and I ashamedly admit that in the end when the lovebirds are on the beach, I wished that Kya were thinner. Ridiculous. You get so used to seeing thin people in romantic comedies that when you see real-life-sized people it's odd. Something doesn't sit right.

I wonder if that's what people think when they see me and Hubby walking hand in hand. I'm sure we've been judged, that's just human nature. No matter how hard you work to change your "wrong" way of thinking, to grow as a person, there's still that flash of the old, bigoted, ugly you before your enlightened being can bitch slap it back to your subconscious.

I also saw the episode with Rico. That man is so frick'n unbelievably gorgeous. I kept giggling idiotically to myself when his beautiful mug came up on the screen. Lust turned to sadness, though, when I realized that he reminded me of a dear friend that I knew in high school. His name was Chad and he died suddenly at the age of 29 from a DVT. Ug and now I'm sad. Goddamnit.

The Biggest Loser.

Okay, so I'm a bit late to the Biggest Loser bandwagon. I started watching this season and got hooked so I added all of the previous seasons to my HuluPlus account. I'm currently in the middle of season 1.

It's so crazy to look at these people and realize that their starting weight is lower than what I currently weigh. AND THEY LOOK SOOOO FAT! I don't feel that fat. I mean, sure I've got fluff and when the tv goes dark I can see the reflection of a morbidly obese person staring at me, but I don't feel fat.

Yesterday TBL inspired me to make a Costco run to pick up the family-sized portions of fruits. Unfortunately, I'm still recovering from surgery and majorly overdid it. Damn you Costco!!! *shaking fist into the air* You've foiled me again!

Right now I've got some frozen organic chicken boobies in the oven. I bought the village-sized frozen green beans that I'm looking forward to devouring too. Very exciting. I might actually take some photos tomorrow.

The 'Bits.

Had the girly bits removed at the end of last year. Recovery has been going splendidly, but I can't wait until I'm healed completely. I think this year is going to be a good one.