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| Kristen Cruz's "Food Addiction" |
I can't help myself. Even though it's slowly killing me, I cannot stop. I don't know if there's more or less of a self-awareness with other forms of addiction. I'm seeing a therapist and am trying to figure out why I'm doing this to myself.
I know when I put "bad" foods into my mouth that it's not good for me, but fuck, it just tastes and feels sooooo goddamn good. The sedative effect that it has on my body... I swear to gahd it gives me a post-coital glow. After a large #1 from Carl's Junior (with a mini chocolate cake for dessert), I will literally lay back and revel in food-coma bliss. My pain subsides, my mood calms, for a brief period of time, there are no worries.
Fucked up, right? Mmmm, this post is making me hungry... and horny.
